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11th-Jan-2016 10:32 am
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Wow so. I want to write a little about the ~conspiracies~ I'm into. But first a disclaimer: (mostly for my own amusement and satisfaction) 0. If you find this offensive in anyway, I apologize!? 1. I don't give a fuck if it's "crazy"? 2. I don't give a fuck if it's "fake". 3. Why am I using quotations for those words? HAHAHA wouldn't you like to know. 4. I'm still a dabbler, a dilettante. Meaning I don't really know what I'm talking about, but I understand it in a very abstract manner. 5. I DON'T GIVE A SINGLE FUCK.

That being said, I also need context with pertinent information. Back in the day when I was nineteen? Twenty? I reinstated my interest in (what at the time I considered "new age" and "paranormal" and "magic") and now I just generally refer to as the "occult". LITERALLY OCCULTUS, LATIN, MEANING "clandestine, hidden, secret". 99% of people's knowledge of the occult, what it is, and what it's all about is incredibly ironic. Simply put, the occult is the "secret truth".

So nowadays, with the accumulation of research, soul-searching, and a lot of strange happenstances that can only be described as metaphysical in nature, I've found myself in new, grander terrirtory. A lot of questions answered. And because I'm a jackass I'll answer some of them in short form.

⛧ What is the purpose of human life? -- free will.
⛧ What does it mean to be human? -- to experience; especially love.
⛧ Why is humanity so violent? (War as a prime example) -- FEAR.
⛧ Why are humans so judgemental? -- LOL cuz the big cats dun want u to get along with ur fellow humanz.
⛧ Where is the connection with all this "new age crap"? -- FUN FACT: THERE IS ONE.
⛧ Is there a god? Are deities real? -- guiz, ur religion is allegory but ur gods is real n they v disappoint wit u.
⛧Religion!? -- HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH u mean slavery? u mean the right to give up all ur issues to a higher being so u don't have to deal with them? U MEAN U DON'T HAVE TO THINK FOR YOURSELF!?
⛧ I could go on but I'll stop...

So we've got chakras, pineal gland, magnetic fields, auras, energy, empathy, "altered DNA", dimensions 3, 4, 5 and so on, "interentities" AKA aliens or extraterrestrials, top secret government projects such as HAARP, the fucking quarantine, and occult science (in media?!), frequencies and vibrations and 432 hz.

So far those are my current research materials.

To me the question of whether or not it's true or real is just as stupid as the question of whether or not the government is true or real.

Like, if you think the government actually works? I feel sorry for you. LikeWISE, if you think that aliens aren't real? I also feel sorry for you.

And that's where you can stop reading (if you didn't at the upsidedown pentacles of sarcasm) if you disagree.

Everyone is entitled to their own opinion. This much is true. Here is where the problem arises:
person 1: *has an opinion on something*
person 2: *has a different opinion on something*
person 1: your opinion is stupid
person 2: your opinion is wrong
person 3: *has a different opinion from 1 and 2*
person 1 & 2: your opinion is stupid and wrong
person 3: an opinion is a subject of thought and not stated as factual evidence. also calling an opinion "stupid" is also an opinion

Basically, JUDGEMENT is a Really Big Problem humans have. Stop doing that so much. I'm not saying you stop doing it at all. But know where to draw the fucking line. You think you're a decent person when you don't pass "judgement" on someone you look at as "disabled" but then you go and pass "judgement" on someone who's wearing ugly socks--SOCKS YOU OPIN ARE UGLY. And that's a gentle example.

I'm preachin' to the choir, everyone does this. The difference happens is when you catch yourself doing it and revise your thoughts.

I JUST. l WISH I COULD EXPLAIN TO PEOPLE THESE KINDS OF THINGS WITHOUT HAVING TO USE WORDS!?

I feel like it should come naturally, but it doesn't. Being a decent human being doesn't come naturally anymore. You might be a nice, loving person. Oh yes, I believe you are, inherently, a good person. But are you decent about it? I fuckin doubt it. I know I'm not. I judge everybody, because to me, everybody (99% of y'all) are fucking stupid. But that's just my opinion. Oh, I am also stupid. But not as stupid as the 99%. Also an opinion. 8DDDDDDDDD

Oh, also, that FEAR thing? Another Reallly Big Problem. How to solve it? LOL. I could tell you how but you won't do it, nor will you want to. I don't even want to do it and I'm not doing it.

Welcome to Being Human 101.

Why the fuck am I writing all this? I forgot my point. Well it's always to organize information in my mind and I've decided I'll share it. This is how I think to myself folks. I'm a sarcastic asshole to myself.

Anyways... I'm writing this because it frustrates me that I have No Fucking Idea how to explain things that Literally Cannot Be Put Into Language and Must Be Experienced in order to understand.

Like... do you want to be happy or not?
Word of advice... do what you want.
And no, IT'S NOT THAT SIMPLE.
BUT IT'S ALL U GOT, HUMAN.
FUCKIN FIGHT FOR IT.

I'm writing a post on fear and how to overcome it, more or less.

But before I wrap up this stupid post of stupid I want to say this: U WANT TO SOLVE THE WORLD'S PROBLEMS? FIRST OFF THEY ARE NOT THE "WORLD'S" THEY ARE HUMANITY'S. U WANT TO SOLVE HUMAN'S PROBLEMS!?

A short guide:
1. Stop judging every little thing
2. Globalize culture and stop being so fucking stingy
3. Appreciate tradition and also move the fuck on
4. Respect your fuckin fellow human beings
5. No srsly, STOP FIGHTING OVER CULTURE!? I Can'T EVen WITh YoU!?
6. Stop giving a flying shit about gender and sexuality. No. Stop. If it's not an issue, you can do what you want.
7. End consumerist slavery.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH I fuckin' hate this shit. Am I literally insane? Sure, why not.

8. We're constantly bickering and discussing and fighting for "human rights". But that's not really what we're doing. We're buying into mass media agendas in order to distract ourselves from the real problems.

War. Poverty. Greed. Imbalance of power. Slavery. Violence. Money.

Get rid of those seven deadly pieces of shit and the "world" will be much better off.

Oh and if you really wanna fuck your mind why don't you do some reading about Pleiadians and "the lizzies".

I'm fuckin out. I haven't slept in ages and I'm done. What am I even doing anymore. I don't know.

But this year I'm gonna find the fuck out some more. And maybe by the end of this year I can actually make a real post in technical parameters as to what the occult is all about and why the word "CONSPIRACY" is a PIECE OF SHIT.

Bye.

P.S. I AM ALWAYS ANGRY. WHEN I'M NOT ANGRY, I'M STILL ANGRY.
Comments 
26th-Feb-2016 08:55 am (UTC) - #cave-dweller
Um. Hi. I literally just crawled out of a cave and re-entered Livejournal. Remembered how amazing you are and trolled your page, quite pleased to see you're still writing. :) Also wanted to say that...this post is so true and accurate it's really sad, but uplifting all at the same time because someone else actually gets it.

Hope you're well. :D (And remember me) :P
5th-Mar-2016 05:00 am (UTC) - Re: #cave-dweller
I REMEMBER YOUUUUU! It's nice to hear from you! Yeah I sort of came out of that cave and dipped my toe in the sunlight then retracted again. xD How've you been, lovely!

I'm glad we're on the same page. ♥


5th-Mar-2016 11:18 pm (UTC) - Re: #cave-dweller
<3 <3 <3 Yaaaay. I've been good. Lots of fun stuff happening with my career lately, I had a viral video with Postmodern Jukebox come out last month. Good shit. :P What are you up to these days?
11th-Mar-2016 02:30 am (UTC) - Re: #cave-dweller
Nice! Yes, I remember your beautiful voice. Link me to it! ♥
I've just been stabilizing my life with school and work and some spiritual stuff on the side. Things are going very well for me and I'm ready to take larger leaps forward!
11th-Mar-2016 03:09 am (UTC) - Re: #cave-dweller
:D sure thing, here it is: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qnHVMcPyMXc

That's great to hear. I wish you the best of luck with everything! And feel free to add me on facebook again if ya like :P (I have a new one) https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100007750244975
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